Wednesday, 25 June 2025

NEEDED TIME

 

My forthcoming  book, My World Music, is now with my editor and will be published before the end of this year. Chapter 17  is about Eric Bibb  and the Spitz music project.  If you like what you read here please consider giving the Spitz your support. More info HERE


NEEDED TIME 

We'll get over these rough waters / We'll come through.’

ERIC BIBB


I first came across Eric Bibb at his gig at the Spitz in East London’s Old Spitalfields market in 2000. He performed songs from his 1994 album, Spirit & The Blues. My favourites were Rough Waters and Needed Time. I had recently returned from Mostar after being sacked from War Child for exposing corruption, and so was in need of a little ‘needed time’.

The Spitz was a bistro and music venue managed by Jane Glitre, who I got to know during my time in Bosnia. She had made four trips to besieged Sarajevo when she climbed over Mount Igman as part of a group invited there by Sarajevo women.

After returning to London, I became a Spitz regular and enjoyed hearing their eclectic mix of artists. They included performances from musicians such as John Renbourne, Beth Orton and Bert Jansch, as well as Eric Bibb. As a black blues’ singer with a deep warm voice, he was born into a lineage of music and activism. His father, Leon Bibb, marched with Martin Luther King Jnr, and Eric found his inspiration from Bob Dylan, Joan Baez, Pete Seeger, and Taj Mahal, all of whom he synthesised into his own unique style.

He has said music allows us, ‘to celebrate the good things in life and also to be aware of our spirituality in the midst of all this difficulty and oppression ... I think musicians have a role to play in uniting people ... to make some kind of universal family of us, as we’re meant to be.’

Needed Time was first brought to prominence by blues singer, Lightning Hopkins, who recorded it in 1950. ‘You’re gonna hear this in your heart,’ he said, ‘slowly rough and delicately brutal, like stones being rattled in a can.’

Eric Bibb speaks of Needed Time as a modern psalm, expressing despair and hope as we face our troubles. All his songs are overtly religious, but the aspirations give voice to a universal need for help in the difficulties we all face in life. I’m an atheist, but say Amen to that.

That night at the Spitz, Bibb also sang Rough Waters, with this chorus line:


We'll get over these rough waters

There's a new shore yonder waiting


Jane told me that when she was on was on her way to Mostar for the opening of the Pavarotti Music Centre, Bibb sang it on a phone call to her, encouraging her to greet a new and positive change in her experience of this war-torn country.

The Spitz venue closed in 2007, a victim to corporate greed. The London Magazine said of its enforced closure, ‘investors take advantage of London’s unique creative environment by destroying it.’ They couldn’t destroy the woman who had climbed over a mountain in wartime, and she set up The Spitz Charitable Trust. Today, they take live music into care homes and hospitals. A lot of their work takes place at Bridgeside Lodge Care Home in Islington, and they also work at Great Ormond Street, Northwick Park and Ealing hospitals. They bring music to geriatric, stroke, mental health and children’s wards, and have recently been asked to work in children’s hospices.

I visited Bridgeside in February 2024 to witness a musical session with guitarist Marcus Bonfanti, and saxophonist Pete Wareham. At a time when the world seemed to be fast-tracking its way into barbarism, it was refreshing to witness a strong dose of love, tenderness and excitement. The musicians first visited the common room and played Music is Friendship to the residents. The song had been composed by one of the residents, Big Joe (his preferred stage name) who smiled from his wheelchair. He is a younger man for whom creativity and songwriting works wonders for his mental health.


Music is friendship

Music is life

Music is friendship

And it takes away my strife


They went on to play Bill Wither’s Lean on Me, and Stevie Wonder’s Don’t You Worry about a Thing. The residents there are now much closer in years to The Rolling Stones than to Vera Lynn. 

Marcus and Pete then moved on to residents who are unable to leave their beds. I stood outside one elderly woman’s room as they played one of her favourites, Love Me Tender. As they left, I heard her say ‘Bless your hearts. That was really great’.

On the next floor there was a man whose face lit up when he saw that Marcus had brought him a guitar to play. His favourites included Chuck Berry’s No Particular Place to Go and Memphis Tennessee. One of the care workeradded to the percolating joy with a routine that involved spontaneous dancing and tenderly holding the hands of the otherwise isolated residents.

The two musicians completed their set with John Martyn’s May You Never.


And may you never lay your head down

Without a hand to hold


Back in the corridor we passed a resident who told the musicians he loved Balkan music. Jane and I could have helped here if only we played guitar or sax, but the two musicians managed to oblige.

Six months later I returned to witness singing workshop with the residents. I was expecting a ’sing-along’, with everyone encouraged to join in that old chestnut Kumbia. Not so. They were harmonising to Ben E King’s Stand by Me andTammy Wynette’s Everything’s Going to be All Right. The following day, and with the sun reluctantly appearing, we were in the garden, and two musicians, Ben Hazelton on double bass, and Keli Woods on guitar and vocals filled the air with music and song. Their session ended with All You Need is Love. I watched as the mostly wheelchair-bound residents allowed the sunshine and music to light up their faces.

William Congreve got it right when he said, ‘Music hath charms to soothe the breast, to soften rocks, or bend a knotted oak’.

All the songs from these two sessions dealt with human empathy in times of trouble, and the need for love and understanding. Great songs with positive emotions but sung in this setting they carried a truth whose strength was at its most powerful.

I saw wives, daughters and sons of residents engage with their relatives, enabling the music to help them with their tenderness. This second visit to Bridgeside was more dramatic for me than my earlier visit. I was strongly aware that many, if not most, of the residents were younger than me. One man in his early forties, who had suffered brain injury, appeared to be asleep and was slumped on one side as he was wheeled out into the garden. But he sat upright and joined in the singing and smiled and clapped at the end of each song. Another middle-aged man, who had suffered brain damage, after being found alone five hours after a stroke, was accompanied by his wife and daughter who spent the afternoon talking to, and caressing, their loved one. With Billy Joel’s Just the Way You Are, his daughter danced in front of him as Keli sang,


I would not leave you in times of trouble

We never could have come this far,

I took the good times, I'll take the bad times

I'll take you just the way you are


I couldn’t help but think ‘there but for the grace...’ I had had heart surgery, been kept alive with a cow’s heart valve and spent seven weeks at Barts Hospital after a stroke, and while their laboratory struggled to find a way to remove an infection from the valve. Before that I’d had a subdural hematoma which had pushed my brain into less than 50% of my cranium. And here I was now, an observer to others who had not been so lucky.

As I left, walking with my stick, I raised my eyes to the god I do not believe in. The care home staff are skilled practitioners of love and affection. In so far as there is still any civilisation left in this world, it is because of the residents and staff of places like Bridgeside Lodge and the work of The Spitz and these musicians. 

Once again in my life, I was witness to the power of music. Care home residents who could forget their problems with song and music and with the help of musicians and carers who have the skills to transform troubles into a blaze of light. And a hand to hold.

Right now, is the needed time

Now is the needed time.


Needed Time, studio recording








Sunday, 22 June 2025

We Didn't Know

 



Iran’s nuclear programme is a grave threat to international security” UK PM, Sir Keir Starmer

Meanwhile, Israel's nuclear programme includes possession of nuclear bombs with a wider programme which involves the genocidal slaughter of the Palestinian people. For Starmer this is not a threat, but is to be supported. As I write this RAF surveillance planes are operating from Cyprus helping the Israelis with this war crime. Like many of you I am in despair, but that is not an option. I can’t do better than quote the following from William Hartung, Senior Research Fellow at the Quincy Institute for Responsible Statecraft. 

The U.S. is always getting in trouble when they think there’s this miracle solution. Iran’s not going to sit on its hands. They’ll respond possibly by killing U.S. troops in the region, then we’ll have escalation from there. It’s reminiscent of the beginning of the Iraq War, when they said, “It’s going to be a cakewalk. It’s not going to cost anything.” Couple trillion dollars, hundreds of thousands of casualties, many U.S. veterans coming home with PTSD, a regime that was sectarian that paved the way for ISIS, it couldn’t have gone worse. And so, this is a different beginning, but the end is uncertain, and I don’t think we want to go there. It’s almost as if Benjamin Netanyahu is running U.S. foreign policy, and Trump is kind of following along. I think taking the stand is infectious ... the more of us that get involved, the better chance we have of turning this thing around. So, we should not let them discourage us. We need to build power to push back against all these horrible things.”

So do whatever you can. In my case, as former director of the Pavarotti Music Centre in war-torn Mostar, I am in contact with those involved with music in Gaza and Palestine. For those of you who don’t know what is happening and don’t know what to do here is Tom Paxton with ‘We didn’t know‘, recorded 60 years ago and sadly still relevant.







Sunday, 1 June 2025

Left Field - Postscript

 The intervening years since Left Field's publication have been ones of personal and political hope and of personal and political despair. In other words, nothing out of the ordinary.

Not surprisingly for someone entering my eighth decade, these have been years when close friends have left this planet while I remain clinging to its edges, aware of Leonard Cohen’s words to Marianne Ihlen that, “I am so close behind you that if you stretch out your hand, I think you can reach mine.”


My  operation for a subdural haematoma  which I wrote about in Left Field was followed two years later by a heart valve operation, then a stroke caused by a strepsis infection of my new valve. More recently I have had epileptic seizures and now write without a glass of wine or beer as my prompt!  I used my hospital stays to campaign for an NHS that has now saved my life three times.

 


I'm proud that the unfairly much-vilified Jeremy Corbyn visited me when I was in St Barts Hospital. The worst insult he has had to endure has been accusations of ‘anti-semitism’ when he has been at the forefront of anti-racism struggles for decades. I last saw him three years ago when I joined him in Cable Street at a demonstration to mark the 85th anniversary of the battle to stop fascism in this country.

With that in mind, I helped organise a letter in his support signed by Ken Loach, Brian Eno, Nigel Kennedy, Alexei Sayle and thousands of others, I consider Corbyn to be our El Pepe. 

His visit to my bedside was organised by Alice Kilroy whose death has left my grip on the planet more enfeebled. She was a wonderful friend and visited me in hospital more times  than anyone outside my immediate family. I miss her. Here she is with the banner she made for my 70th birthday. It says: "70 years young/ The cops have not caught me yet/ No point  braking now"

Before she died in February 2020, Alice asked me to take over her work as one of the contributors to People's Campaign for Corbyn Facebook.  You can view all many of my perosnal blogs on my website at www.davidwilson.org.uk


Thanks to Jan Woolf I have got to know Ken Livingstone, the other politician accused of anti-semitism because of his defence of Palestine. On 20th April 2024 Jan organised a 'Thanks Ken Livingstone' celebration. Family and friends gathered to honour his life and legacy as Mayor of London. We were treated to poetry, a piano recital from his granddaughter, Sky Hutchinson, and contributions acknowledging his many achievements as a good and effective politician. On sale was a pamphlet which included my conversation with him over a takeaway curry.




As I write this postscript genocide continues to flatten Palestine, confirming the continuing importance of all that Jeremy and Ken have said and done. Aided and abetted by our political leaders and the 'corporate media' it seems that all we are left with is Antonio Gramsci's - 'pessimism of the heart, optimism of the will.'  Jeremy and Ken, along with many of my friends, help me with that optimism. 

I have also found that optimism remains stubbornly at the heart of the genocidal suffering. Thanks to contact with the Edward Said National Conservatory of Music in Birzet, Palestine, I have been able to write about the survival of music in Gaza. And Haidar Eid, professor of literature at Gaza's Al-Aqsar University has kept me, and the wider world, informed about the situation there, but also about his own experience of loss and survival. 



My optimism is strengthened by my Jewish friends, most of whom are more regular participants at the Palestine demonstrations than I am. This should not surprise you as I have written about the strength of the Bundist tradition in judaism many times.

Plenty to keep me busy and angry.  My World Café  was published by Riversmeet in November 2023 and was a collaboration with the wonderfully gifted artist, Laura Davis. I am now completing My World Music which will be published by in 2026. Watch this space and meanwhile Viva Palestina.


These years have been ones when my eldest son, Ben, lost and won back his disability benefits. Many haven’t and many have lost their lives in the process. I have written about him in Left Field, and he remains a constant force for good in my life. When I am depressed I reflect on his life and how he continues to overcome his hardships with positive determination and humour. 

But these have also been years of loss for me, not just of the dead, but of a living son who has ghosted me. I wrote about Jonny under a pseudonym for Stand Alone, a charity set up for people estranged from their families. I have a grandson, Rhys.  who is aged eleven at time of writing, but who has never met me. Left Field is dedicated to him so I hope he will one day find his way to a copy. I have written him a letter which has been attached to my Will and which I also hope he will read, even if it is after my death. 


My past as co-founder of War Child still haunts me and hope it haunts those I write critically about here. I recently learned that the present War Child CEO receives an annual salary of £118,000. My critique of aid charities continued after two visits to the Calais ‘jungle’ refugee ‘camps’. 

More happily I regulsarly visit Mostar to stay with my Bosnian family who I write about in Left Field




Here is my Mostar son, Oha Maslo, with his wife, Masa. They have taught me that 'family' is not just biological. Today Oha is Director of the Mostar Rock School, succesfully bringing together young people with music. I am lucky to have them in my life along with their daughters Luna, Zoe and Lejla, Teo and his family, woodcraft maestro, Esad Brkiċ, Nedžad Klepo, Elvis Ibragic, Nada Hendrix and many others.


Here in London I have been trying to play guitar again. My left hand was weakened by the stroke. My London music friends are at Camden Guitars and the owner, Deicola Neves, tells me off when I complain. "Didn't you know that Django Reinhardt only had three fingers? 

Deicola and his shop have become my London Pavarotti Centre. Here he is playing great jazz on bass guitar. He performed at my 80th birthday celebration, as he did twelve years ago at my father's funeral. 



And here is the Dubioza Kolektiv 'Cross the Line' track made with Manu Chao about borders that kill. They too visited me in hospital soon after Jeremy's visit. Listen to this great track and watch the video which is as politically powerful as their music. I dedicate this entry to them, to Oha and family, to Deicola and all those who have kept me connected to music and a life without borders., both physical and mental.


Finally  I am honoured that the following messages were sent me to mark my 80th year.


BEN WILSON: Hey David and all of you that have turned up to celebrate this milestone birthday. I’m sorry I can’t be there in person. So bloody hell David you’ve done it! 80! I say this because, as you all know my dad had a lot of health issues, but has luckily got though them, Raise your glasses as I will tonight, but sadly David can’t, except with a soft drink’

OHA MASLO: Dear father, Well, you are turning 80 now. I do not have any doubt that, at the moment, you are surrounded by people who are important to you and who love you. I'm not sure how you're going to get through such a beautiful day without having a drink, good luck with that, hahaha. You were 52 when we met, which means I have to run through 5 more years to reach that age :) And I have known you for 28 years now :) We, Maša, Zoe, Luna, Lejla, and I, your southern family, are very happy for all these years that we are sharing together with you. Knowing your father's case, there are going to be at least 20 more :) We will have a time to celebrate this round number with you in Mostar in about a month's time. I would like to ask everyone in the room now to help us from down south to deliver our celebrating energy to David. - Take the glass, make sure there is drink in there :) - Look at David's eyes - And repeat after me - Živio sto godina - U zdravlje - Have a drink, and enjoy the party :) Thank you everyone. Love from Mostar. Happy birthday Father xxx’

IRIAL & DARLA ENO: Wishing you a very happy birthday. You have always been, and cntinue to be, such an inspiration to us both. Thank you for always speaking truth to power, and never giving up the fight for what is right. With love, admiration. Solidarity, and hopes for a brighter future’ Irial & Darla xxx

HENRIETTA SEEBOHM: Happy Birthday! You are an inspiration, a legend and a community builder. Thank you for your welcome to the Pavarotti Centre in Mostar in the 90’s. Congratulations on your 80th birthday – you rock!’ Henri 

HAIFA ZANGANA: My dearest friend. On your birthday let's celebrate friendship and solidarity. I and Mundher, will be with you though we are both in Tunis, and I will borrow a few lines from our friend Saadi Yousif, the iraqi poet who calls himself ‘The last communist’. To you " You are free. You pick a sky and name it, a sky to live in, a sky to refuse. A sky as vast as your heart. Your friendship’

CECILY BOMBERG:  In all the many years I’ve known David, he has not just spoken or written about his anger and despair for the world’s injustices, but has put his all actively and daily into attempting to defeat them, never counting the cost or seeking fame or reward, and I love and bless him for it. Happy birthday David, may you live another 80 years. This old world needs you’

HIDETO AND CHAKO WATANABE: Very happy 80th birthday, David! We wish we were there to celebrate this with you all. The time we were together doing Future Trust and Eclipse were one of the most exciting times of our life and remembered fondly always. Big thanks for the friendship!!!!’ Hideto and Chako.

And at the end of the 80th year celebration this poem was read by the person who is the reason why I am still here, Anne Aylor. She is my wife, lover, editor and muse. Without her I would never have written a word.  



WILD GEESE by Mary Oliver 


You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting—
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.

 Read all of Left Field here.